I agree, but I also know that sentiment can put me in a vulnerable spot. People like to feel better than others, and for those who’ve never cheated, I think it’s an easy target. Thank you for your kind message.
(I laughed maybe way too hard at this. Also, I know I’m cheating. Hush!)
I wanna talk about stuff, but I think it’s still too soon. But then why do I even care? I don’t. I’m just still afraid to jinx myself. Still! That’s dumb. I’m dumb.
I swear, one of my cats must know how to type, unbeknownst to me. This sounds like something either of them would say.
Bahahaha! This is seriously what a cat would say.
In a word, unhappiness. I knew the relationships were over, but for various reasons we were still together, if in name only.
With my first husband I had an actual affair. I was not caught, I told him.
With my second, I just drunkenly made out with some guy. I was never caught, though he suspected. I denied it.
I didn’t take my first marriage very seriously. I entered into it because of fear of being alone. I was just 2 days passed 22. Seems ludicrous now, but I thought I’d be alone forever, and if this guy wanted to marry me, I should do it. I knew it was stupid when I said yes and felt slightly sick to my stomach after the judge said we were now man and wife.
My second marriage (LOLSOB) I did take seriously, even though he was far crueler than anyone I’d ever known. I don’t have an excuse. I was just miserable and lonely and drunk.
I’m always wary of talking about this because I never fail to get the ‘you’re a horrible human being/rotten slut’ kinds of comments with a rash of unfollowings. And as I’ve said before, I’m not proud of it, but I also don’t think it makes me a horrible person, and I won’t lie about it or hide it.
this is EXACTLY what having a cat is like
The whisper killed me.